hel0 all.
today was a day of mixed emotions.
lek ah ii not emo de.
yesterday ii never go school.
sakit lahs.
then at night Nicholas call.
saying ii have duty the nest morning.
then he say ii can pick my partner for the duty.
ii say Beaver then he ask why.
ii say he my brother whats.
he believe siak because last name same whats.
ahaas.
ii had a gut feeling something gonna happen thats why.
ii take him as my partner.
call it concidence but lucky he was my partner.
went school as usual.
in the bus purposely ignore faiz AGAIN.
ahaa im soo evil.
then come school talk to amin dino they all lahs.
then ii bully Amin ! .
ask him carry my english book.
super heavy mahs.
then ii ask when ii have english lesson then ii take.
soo he soo good keep for me.
in the end last period only ii take from him.
ahaas.

then Beaver had the worst 14th birthday ever.
gosh ii really pity him loads.
ii mean really, what a way to celebrate being FOURteen.
like ii said before talking about Amin.
after ii bully him then ii saw Beaver.
went to tell him that ii had duty with him that morning.
he said okayys then put his bag and ask me take paper.
soo we walked to the gate thingy.
very weird siaks.
he never said a word to me or even try to bully me.
there ii know something wrong liaos.
ask him whats wrong he didnt reply.
then ii say that he FOURteen already sombong seyys.
of course just joking lahs.
this is when it starts.
he told me everything.
ii really wished that ii had came yesterday to school.
then we sit down the duno what thing then he continue the story.
then when he told me about THAT THING.
ii knew lahs that ii really had to be there for him.
the only person that he can tell that to is me.
cause only ii know about his family background.
ii know how it feels like.
ii really felt like crying when he told me that.
ii knew ii would cry if that had ever happened to me.
then ii saw him wiping his eyes on his shirt.
his voice was like cracking abit.
ii told him dont like this lahs.
ii really dont wana see you like this.
then he tell me a little bit more.
after that he stopped.
his eyes teared when we were walking back.
ii feel soo sorry ! .
now ii really wana buy him shoes ! .
tomorrow ii bring you out with dewi they all kayys? .
ii want you to remember this birthday ! .
ii promise you ! .

FREAK.WEIRDO.CREEP.AYESHA Y

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