hel0 maggots.
2 days in one post cans?
want to get fuckin crap out of my bloody head.
sorry for the rudeness.
iim not myself today.
ahh well whatever who cares anyway?

YESTERDAY.
lets not talk about school cause it was craptactic lahs.
after school ii comfort my twin.
he was having some troubles.
soo waited for him at music room lahs.
then we walked out of school together.
we didnt even say a word to each other.
ii was just friggin scared ii would say something wrong.
soo ii just kept quiet all the way.
when reached block 299 we sat there for awhile.
then he started to talk about stuffs.
then say his friends and he went and hide lols.
abg aku kol asking where ii was at.
said at 299 and he was also there.
then we went home. seleng seyy.
after that went acompany amin bubble tea shop.
my turn to blanje him :) .
when he went home his face was still gloomy.
CRAPTASTIC.
then in the bus my abg kol me agains.
dunno for what also but we just talked.

TODAY.
wowiies a fuckin shithead today.
came school as per normal.
sat with amin dino they all.
then tiina dearr told me something.
straight away my mood for the day changed like hell.
ii didnt smile laugh or even talk to anyone for 2 hours.
just shook my head thats all.
then assembly fadle craked me.
went to the toilet and broke out lahs.
hamizah and dewi all wanna know what happen.
but only tiina know lahs.
kayy then after school ii avoided loads of people.
wen to 2ec to help decorate for awhile.
daniel and farhan saw me one corner.
as ii said ii avoided everyone.
then later went out of the class with daniel.
he went soccer ii went home.
okayy ii really dont wanna think about it anymore.
tears are falling agains.
iim getting weaker everyday.
someone just shoot me already cans ? .
Rocker out.

TO YOU AND HER.
Why oh why the sky so blue ? .
with all my emotions so tied up.
i really truely dont know what to do.
to see him smile to see her laugh.
is what i have really enough ? .
without him in my life i feel so alone.
but without her in his, his face so very cold.
to live is to die, to die is to live.
to both of you this is all i have to give.
i sacrifice my happiness, the smiles and laughter.
thought we said we'll be friends forever.
again for you i swallow my sorrow.
why do i feel like im in the gallows . ?
seperation was a never.
and i couldnt live that long.
but friends did you know ? .
that my emotions were long gone ? .
to lose you is like loosing myself.
to sacrifice my other half is painful and hard.
but for me, enough is enough.

FREAK.WERIDO.CREEP.AYESHA Y

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