ive got this seriously weird feeling since yesterday.
like you know how my gut feeling is annoyingly right.
and im getting this feeling that.
something bad is like gonna happen.
but the thing is. ii dont know what. but ii to know whom. ii dont even know why. goodness me. hmm.

ii dont think ii love you. ii dont even think ii should.
maybe ii made a wrong decision. maybe. im not sure.
im just soo very confused now.
maybe doing it secretly is not right.
ii dont know what im feeling right now.
ii feel soo fustrated. ii dont know how to feel.
are these feelings real ? . are they temporary ? .
should ii continue this ? . or should ii stop ? .
NATT ! . only you know what im talking about ! .
and ii mean ONLY YOU. ii need you now ! .
gosh im feeling so very VERY confused.
nobody else knows what im talking about now.
ii need someone to talk to.
these are days where ii feel like being back.
back in primary school ii mean.
where ii was soo happy-go-lucky.
and if ii ever had any problems, i'd go to Shasha.
and she'd listen to me and give me great advice.
gosh ii truely miss the good old days.
DO I LOVE YOU ? . I DONT KNOW NOW.
SHOULD I LOVE YOU ? . I ALSO DONT KNOW.
Rocker Out.

AYESHA Y

I dont entertain no-lifes
read, tag, be nice.
or Leave

honeylovers since 03.02.2009
No-life clan? Click.

Im Ayesha and i keep pepper spray in my back pocket *smirk*

Im nice & fun, but test me & see how long the nice-ness last

I have awesome BFFs; GILERRS!

My J-friends call me Aya-chan & did i mention? Im a japanese-obsessed-girl :D

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And ILY 亀梨和也 !
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♥ Singapore Poly!
♥ Go to Japan
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Bloody Monday DVD
Absolute Boyfriend DVD
KAT-TUN'S latest album
go to JE concerts!
Kame's Rayben's degreeless specs
brown contacts
Hiragana/Katakana/Kanji
Work in CM production
Twilight/New Moon/Eclispe/Breaking Dawn

♥ 18 February
KAME/TURTLE STUFF!
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Green/Red converse shoes
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