MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
I DONT LOVE YOU.

IT REFLECTS ME.
HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW.
MAYBE. I DONT KNOW ANYMORE.

Well, when you go.
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay.
And maybe when you get back.
I'll be off to find another way.
And after all this time that you still owe .
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know.
So take your gloves and get out.
Better get out. While you can.
When you go.
Would you even turn to say.
I don't love you. Like I did. Yesterday.

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading.
So sick and tired of all the needless beating.
But baby when they knock you.
Down and out. It's where you oughta stay.
And after all the blood that you still owe.
Another dollar's just another blow.
So fix your eyes and get up. Better get up.
While you can. Whoa, whooa.
When you go. Would you even turn to say.
I don't love you. Like I did. Yesterday.

Well come on, come on.
When you go.
Would you have the guts to say.
I don't love you. Like I loved you. Yesterday.
I don't love you. Like I loved you. Yesterday.
I don't love you. Like I loved you .Yesterday.

okayy so now on to my post. yesterday had a nice time.
simply because of a few things i'll list out.
1. SYAZA the HOT BABE laughed for 15mins non-stop.
2. i met up with 3 gilers and we acted totally BEL0.
3. DAYANA RAHAYU BLANK SHARIFF proclaims shes KARAT.
4. NPCC squadmates and seniors.
5. kacau NAZIFAH rabak2.
4. NATT comforted me =) .

and and today had an okayy time t00. because of.
1. my wonderful classmates that made me laugh crazyly.
2. teaching DOCTOR ERNEST how to speak malay.
3. NPCC agains.

and and today was funny like anything ! .
Fadle bapak name is BAKAR. something like that.
then isa all outside went like:
FIRE! FIRE! (gun sound) FIRE! FIRE ! .
you know that counter strike sound effects. lols much.
but still ii was kinda down lahs. it been a long time.
since ii wrote a poem. and ii just did. yesterday.
gosh ive been crying myself to sleep agains.
ive lost you. like seriously. ii mean it.
there was once a friend of mine. and when ii felt down.
this friend of mine would never fail to make me laugh.
if ii had no mood to talk. he'd always always always.
make me laugh and comfort me. he always did.
but now. ive lost him. ii havent had any mood these days.
but he didnt do that anymore. he just made me.
even more sad. depressed. you looked at me.
with so much hate. so much anger.
wait. you didnt even look at me. you didnt bother.
you didnt want to look at me. you hated me.
ii know. ii know you do. but still ii keep my promises.
ii try to smile despite the fact you hate me so much.
despite the fact you dont wanna talk to me.
despite the fact you dont wanna look at me.

FINE. THEN DONT. IF YOU WANNA CONTINUE LIKE THIS.
THEN FINE FINE FINE FINE !! . GO FREAKING ON .
YOU DONT WANNA TALK TO ME RIGHT ? ! ? .
FINE OKAYY. I GEDDIT FINE ! ! .
YOU HATE ME SO MUCH RIGHT ! ? ! .
IM OF NO USE TO YOU RIGHT ? ! ? .
I DONT HAVE FEELINGS IS IT ? .
YOU THINK I DONT CARE ? . IM SO HAPPY ? .
IM NOT OKAYY. IT JUST FUCKING HURTS AS HELL.
FINE THEN AMIN. YOU HATE ME SO MUCH RIGHT ? .
DONT GIVE ME THAT BLOODY LOOK.
DONT GIVE ME THAT BLOODY ATTITUDE OF YOURS.
YOU WANT TO KNOW A FACT ? . DO YOU ? .
THE FACT IS THAT YOUVE CHANGED ! .
THE AMIN I KNEW. THE AMIN THAT WAS MY TWIN.
THAT AMIN ! . THATS THE ONLY AMIN I KNOW.
YOU CHANGED. BUT I JUST KEPT QUIET.
YOU GEDDIT ? . I MISS YOU.
I MISS THE REAL AMIN THAT I ONCE KNEW.
YOU HATE ME SO MUCH RIGHT ? . RIGHT ? .
IF YOU HATE ME. THEN JUST TELL ME.
JUST FUCKING TELL ME STRAIGHT TO MY FACE.

ii guess what ive done for you. is for nothing.
ii guess all those tears ii cried for you. is for nothing.
ii guess worrying so much for you. is for nothing.
yeah. right. im good for nothing to you.
what good am ii to you right ? .
what youve done is just. . . im at a loss for words.
okayy im sorry. my tears are just falling.
i'll end here. shall continue tomorrow.
to all those who kept my smile up.
to the GILERS. to feeqah. to natt. THANKKIEW so much.

today is the 4th day. since we had any contact.
it hurts. but i'll still keep my smile up.
and mind you. its in fact real. ii promised.
Rocker Out.

AYESHA Y

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