hello dead people. just finished writing a message.
dont ask. special post tonight okayys ? .
Amin. im sorry if it hurts okayy. the truth hurts sometimes.
ii learnt that in a real REAL hard way. like seriously.
but ii thank you for being honest. and the sad truth is.
my blogg is 100% true. no lies in here. from the heart.
someone once told me. im t00 kind.
being t00 kind is real cruel to myself. its hurtful t00.
you see me as per normal in school. belo. crazee.
but here. expect the total opposite. this is where my heart is.
its where ii really let my true feelings out.
feelings that ii dont want to show in school or to anyone.
the people who understand me should know what ii mean.
you guys know who you are. Thankkiew for all youve done.
you guys see more depression and sadness in my blog.
that you never ever knew ii had.

Amin. thats why ii kept asking you so many questions today.
remember my 3 questions game ? . ii wanna ask them now.
1. will our friendship really last till the end ? .
2. would we always be there for each other and secrets unkept ? .
3. will our next fight be the end of us ? .

answer me truthfully. ii really want to know if we cant last.
though ii want it to last but it cant. just tell me.
then i'll make the next times us being together memorable.
i'll want it to be the best times we ever had.
if the last thing we're meant to say to each other is.
'GoodBye' . then i'll want it to be a non-hateful one.
like ii said. my heart lies only here.
its beating slowly. one day. it will stop.

AYESHA Y

I dont entertain no-lifes
read, tag, be nice.
or Leave

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Im Ayesha and i keep pepper spray in my back pocket *smirk*

Im nice & fun, but test me & see how long the nice-ness last

I have awesome BFFs; GILERRS!

My J-friends call me Aya-chan & did i mention? Im a japanese-obsessed-girl :D

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Bloody Monday DVD
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KAT-TUN'S latest album
go to JE concerts!
Kame's Rayben's degreeless specs
brown contacts
Hiragana/Katakana/Kanji
Work in CM production
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