hello earthlings. today as you people know im going out.
last night ii was up till 2am. my abang and ii sms-ed till about 11.45pm.
fun larhs. ii was being sooo totally belo. and ii was also bored. he t00.
soo we sms-ed like stupid people =) .
but then before ii slept. heard some songs. then my tears started to flow.
ii seriously didnt know why. then ii had nothing to do ii.
soo ii saw the videos me nabilah tina all made when we were in sec1.
it really made my tears come out faster. and then ii was really crying.
my heart hurt like hell last night. and ii think ii know why.

ii really miss you. ALOT. ii just wish ii could turn back time.
we were such dearr friends back then. there was no worries.
but then everthing changed when we came in sec2.
ii miss the times where we were sooo close.
the times where if ii had problems you would comfort me.
and ii did the same. where we would exchange advice.
when we made each other laugh. we were sooo fucking close.
those notes and poems you made me in sec1. along with nabilah and namera.
ii still keep them. ii remembered that you gave me the first one.
ii still cant accept the fact that youre really gone. REALLY gone.
oh jeez ii want those time to come back to me. happy times.
happy or sad we got through it together. always.
why must my life be full of loosing my dearr friends ? .

last time we would talk to each other like nobody's buisness.
the smiles. the laughter. it still plays in my head. but it fades away.
the love and care for each other. gone just like that.
now when we have small conversations. ii cant even bear to look you in the eye.
when im around you. ii would feel sooo uncomfortable.
you were the one who gave me faith in life. but then.
ii just feel sooo sad now. my eyes are filled with tears.
ii just miss you soo much. the fun and comfort you gave me.
ii just wished that you knew that. T_T .

AYESHA Y

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