todayy was cross country. yes it was boring alots.
but best parts was when ii played captain ball.
along with Aishah and Kenah theyy all. ohh that was JOY. yey ! .
then da penat. aku duduk2 larhs. then the kuku boys.
dont know who larhs. ii only know Herman Aravind and Fadle there.
kick the damnnn ball. direct hit on my back.
ii was like FARKKKINGGG HELLL. sheesh.
then after few minutes. my neck pain. then aku pening kepala.
oh joyy. haa.

Daniel's class won relay. 2nd was mine. yey ! .
Amin sms-ed me. we kinda talked things out.
well, for now ii think. anyway. now comes the worst part of my dayy.
youu sms-ed me. and ii was in shockk. like seriously.
ii was real blurr. and a friend to me the story.
we chatted on the phone for awhile. about alot of things.
ii was still shockedd. ii was practically speechless.
ii didnt know how to react. ii felt like crying. but ii held it in.
ii didnt tell the friend ii was almost bursting into tears.
ii held it as long as ii could. and made my voice sound as per normal.
but no ii wasnt alright. ii was practically freaking out.
ii was really worried that something might happen to youu.

we talked about different stuffs. just to keep my mind off what ii heard.
about what happened to youu. then we hung up laterr.
youu sms-ed me. we chatted.
youu asked me to stop crying. but im sorry that ii couldnt.
ii really couldnt take it anymore. ii couldnt keep everything in anymore.
those things youu told me. ii understandd whyy youu wantt thatt.
but like ii said. the fear of thinking that ii would lose youu one dayy.
that fear is unbearable for me. thats the thing ii cant take.
in my life. that fear is what scares me most.
ii would neverr want to lose any of my friends in that mannerr.
thats my weak point.
like ii said. if youu suffer. we suffer too.
we as in all your friends. youu dontt bare the burden alone.
as ii said before. if anything were to happen to youu.
then you would really see me cry. as in REALLY.
and ii would cry till my eyes hurt and become red.
when that happens. ii become sick.
ii didnt tell youu this but.
i'll hate everything and everyone around me.
ii wont have hope in anything anymore. unemotional.
i'll only have negative thoughts. i'll hurt myself.

i'll still accept youu for who youu are no matter what happens.
i'll still be there to lend an ear to youu no matter what.
and if youu think no one cares for youu. think again.
ii do care about youu. ouhkayy tears are falling.
like real fast. im sorry ii know ii said ii wontt cry anymore.
but ii cantt stop. can youu make one promise to me ? .
please still be that person ii know no matter what happens.
the caring, sweet and kindhearted person youu are.
the only friend thats always there for me no matter what.
promise me that. please.

AYESHA Y

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