hello. yesterdayy was stress-ful.
like DAMNNNN stress-ful. well, whats passed has passed.
afterr school ii felt pains again.
few should know whyy. andd ii do mean FEW.
like one or two only. anywayy.
it was damnnnnn a hurtingg. piercingg. excruciatingg. pain.
Amin carried my shoe bagg. we talkedd.
till he sent me to the library there. heehe.
sat in the libraryy. makingg somethingg for some one.
took me about 1hr 30mins. haaha.
this morningg ii woke up for sahurr.
thenn before school ii transeferedd some nice pictures.
from my thumbdrive and hardisk to my phone.
soo ii could make that small thingg for that person.

ii remembered. those lonely andd hard times ii had.
the month of febuary andd march.
whenn ii wasnt myself. ii would justt thinkk negatively.
ii couldntt stopp cryingg. no one to turn to.
but then. dearest FEEQAH. asked me to meet her one dayy.
she showed me a video in herr phone.
pictures of her andd her friends inside. at first.
ii was a little sadd. seeingg that she has so much.
andd ii hadd so very little. but then.
afterr the video ended. ii saw the last text.
it was dedicated to me. ii cried and hugged her.
it was because of that video. ii gained hope again.
ii actually felt happy in such a long time.

thats how ii got the idea. its a small short video ii made.
but ii hope you liked it. andd remember the thing ii wrote ? .
yes it was in your history book. heehe.
Lukas always told me this when ii was down(and he just did)
Chin up, look straight, walk forward.
fall down ? . get up andd keep on walking ! .
andd ii always told youu this.
walk straight. neverr look backk.

he smallest thingg from a dearr friendd made me cry.
with tears of joy and with smiles and laughter.

LOVE IS WATCHING SOMEONE DIE.

LOVE, AYESHA :))

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