these few days has been hell for me.
like seriously larhs. everydayy is like becoming worse.
my life is currently upside down.
ive been really tryingg hard to stayy positive.
but sometimes it justt doesnt work.
sometimes i'll justt break down agains.
everydayy. in front of youu i'll act.
act as if ii dontt mindd. as if im happy.
well. truth is im not. like seriously.
its really hard larhs. ii thought it would be real easy.
but no. its like damnn hard. everyytime ii thinkk about it.
ii would justt startt to break down.

but then. i'll justt thinkk to myself that.
it that helps youu become less stress.
andd more happy. well, ii have to live with that.
i'd rather see youu happy than sadd.
no the only person ii can talk to about this is Ralph.
well, ii thankk this one giggolo.
thanks ralph. seriouslyy ii owe youu giggolo :) .
haaha thanks for helping me thinkk positive.

LOVE IS WATCHING SOMEONE DIE.

LOVE, AYESHA :(

I dont entertain no-lifes
read, tag, be nice.
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honeylovers since 03.02.2009
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Im Ayesha and i keep pepper spray in my back pocket *smirk*

Im nice & fun, but test me & see how long the nice-ness last

I have awesome BFFs; GILERRS!

My J-friends call me Aya-chan & did i mention? Im a japanese-obsessed-girl :D

Obsession for turtles, a passion for writing & a love for ALL acessories! Wanna be friends? Gladly (:

And ILY 亀梨和也 !
KAT-TUN daisuki!
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♥ A ________
♥ KAT-TUN album(s)
♥ Pass O Levels!
♥ Graduate with ALL of 4EC
♥ Singapore Poly!
♥ Go to Japan
♥ Meet KAME
♥ To be a successful AUTHOR

Bloody Monday DVD
Absolute Boyfriend DVD
KAT-TUN'S latest album
go to JE concerts!
Kame's Rayben's degreeless specs
brown contacts
Hiragana/Katakana/Kanji
Work in CM production
Twilight/New Moon/Eclispe/Breaking Dawn

♥ 18 February
KAME/TURTLE STUFF!
accessories accessories! :D
Japanese stuff ^.^v
BIG Turtle or Teddy
Green/Red converse shoes
A memorable birthday ^^

1406 FIREWORKS!
1506 SITIEEE BDAY
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1706 Sitieee's Bday dinner
1906 STUUDY!
2506 NAMMIE BDAY
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PRINCESS D, FASHA, KHUZA, SYAZA

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