todayy. at 1.07pm. ii felt as though my whole life.
justt crashedd rightt in frontt of my face.
ii didntt know ow to react. serisouslyy ii didnt.
ii went to the toilet. tried to calm down.
ii went out. you called my name. twice.
youu didntt know ii cried because of youu didntt youu ? .
haah. well ii did.

class. ii started cryingg. non-stop. ii didntt have the mood.
after school. youu were outside my class.
ii couldnt bear to see youu.
if not. id completely loose my temper.
andd ive neverr done that before.
soo ii sat at the staircase for 30mins.
thenn wentt to the library to calm myself down.
ii still cried. ii didnt know how to stop.
ii justt feel sooo damnn betrayedd.

ii currently have no one to go to now.
the only person that was always there for me.
is missingg. ii dontt know wtfh to sayy now.
im seriously speechless.
cryingg the whole dayy. made my ribs hurt even more.
im sick t00. my eyes hurt.
oh andd did youu know ? . in the libraryy ii scratched myself.
till ii bleed. its actually quite fun to do. the pain andd all.
now my arms have big marks on them.
im wearingg a jacket tomorrow.
to coverr it up andd cause ii thinkk i'll still be sickk.
ii justt feel like dyingg now.
damnnnit. ii feel sooo bloodyly betrayedd. ii cantt snap out of it.
thanks to those who asked me to stop crying.
i'll try. but that wont make me stop bleedingg.
ii hope ii bleed to death.
wontt youu feel better ? .
youd be free to do whatever the fuck youu wantt.

LOVE IS WATCHING SOMEONE DIE.

LOVE, AYESHA :((((

I dont entertain no-lifes
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Im Ayesha and i keep pepper spray in my back pocket *smirk*

Im nice & fun, but test me & see how long the nice-ness last

I have awesome BFFs; GILERRS!

My J-friends call me Aya-chan & did i mention? Im a japanese-obsessed-girl :D

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♥ Singapore Poly!
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Bloody Monday DVD
Absolute Boyfriend DVD
KAT-TUN'S latest album
go to JE concerts!
Kame's Rayben's degreeless specs
brown contacts
Hiragana/Katakana/Kanji
Work in CM production
Twilight/New Moon/Eclispe/Breaking Dawn

♥ 18 February
KAME/TURTLE STUFF!
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