Thursday, August 09, 2007
♥ Aya shared her heart
I BELIEVE OUHKAYY ! (:
Zombie-Bacinn. Inilah Abangku (:
Oh its me again ! . wahaaha.
I miss those times..
Danial Rifa'ee is Cute wokayy! haaha.
weeeeeeeeeeee~~~~.
My name's Popularr :p
Syafiee yesterdayy. Dierr gilerr :p
Ouhkayy. im bored todayy.
im also quite lazy to go esplanade though everyone's going.
anywayy. tuesdayy. abangg lost his temperr at me again.
ii wanted to loose my temperr too.
but with his current attitude andd situation.
ii thought ii better keep my mouth shut for now.
im getting used to it. everytime we start sms-ing.
once he starts getting negative.
well ii know whats gonna come next.
i'll try to be positive. ii really do. then there goes his temper.
this neverr happened before. neverr.
now.. it really common.. sometimes ii justt try to suckk it all in.
if he looses his temper. he starts beingg really negative.
thenn at times he'd threaten me andd stuffs.
andd well.. ii dontt thinkk ii wanna elaborate more..
ii look backk at old times. andd whenn ii see LJS.
it makes me rememberr that time on Syaza's birthdayy.
the Gilers know whatt happened. it was hilarious.
thenn ii see the canteen. Sec1 camp. we were the leaders.
Daniel. Mi Siam. Milo. His shoes. ohh the laughter (:
it makes me smile. no doubt about that.
but im not denying it does make me sad. old times..
theyy were gereks larhs. ii look at my sms-es.
the ones at the bottom from youu. theyy made me smile.
message by message. but thenn comes the recent ones.
theyy are justt filled with soo much hate andd angerr.
some things can really change a person's attitude.
turning them into the opposite of whatt theyy were.
whateverr. aku da tkde mood fikirkan pasal ni bende.
andd my tekak sakitt. aku batokk. aku demam.
my right elbow givingg me problems.
dontt know whyy but its affecting my right arm.
kahak aku pun kadang2 berdarah cikit.
Abang sayys its not serious if like that. nasib.
my kidney is starting to hurt again.
like ii said. only Abangg knows whyy.
ii wish ii could sms him at times.
but ii fear it will only lead to another arguement.
soo ii guess ii sms him unless he sm-es me.
ouh forget to sayy something.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY. and.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NATASHA AMALIENA BTE JUSRI.
andd yesterdayy ii went to Nurul's birthdayy party.
Syafiee Khuza Aravind Syaza Herman all there.
gereks larhs. but shall not elaborate on Syafiee.
it would be kinda rude. laughed like nobody's buisness.
espacially at Herman eatingg andd Syafiee. LOL.
it was really funny. BIG TIME.
andd ii also talked with my Twin kesayangan (:
ahhh it was gereks. in fact. yesterday was the only dayy.
where ii laughed my heart out in such a long time.
ii didnt feel soo down andd stressed.
andd ii also didnt thinkk negative.
especially talking to Twin (:
he cheered me up BIG TIME. thankkiew (:
haaha ii miss times talking on the phone with twin.
gereks larhs.
RE-CONSTRUCTING LIFE TO THE WAY IT ONCE WAS.
LOVE, AYESHA :)
