Hello hello. im in the library now. andd andd yesterdayy.
a few minutes afterr ii postedd. well. ii fought with Abangg again.
he misunderstood whatt ii saidd. he lost his temper again.
ohh his temperr.. how ii wishh it would justt dissappear.
its really sickening to tolerate his F-up-ed temper.
but i'll tolerate it. justt till he stops doing it. cause ii know hes stressed.
well. ONE DAY. ii hope that ONE DAY would happen.
ABANG im sorry if ii offended youu in anywayy yesterrdayy nightt.
youu know ii didnt mean it in a bad wayy.
anyywayy ii hadd bad dreams lastt nightt. ii mean BAD.
although ii saidd sorry to abang this morning.
andd we're kinda ouhkayy. ii didntt talk to him.
not thatt ii didnt wanna. ii justt didnt dare to.
cause of my dream lastt nightt. ii dontt dare standd in.
a 3-foot radius nearr him. im traumatized. ii really am.
that dream made me really scaredd.
ii dontt know how to tell abangg. im REALLY scared.

im feelingg really down now. the dream got the bestt of me.
its like ii feel the dream. andd everythingg he saidd in it.
like as though all of it were true..
ii know its justt a dream. but youu guys dontt know it.
it all seemed soo goddamnned fucking real.
the pain ii felt on my face. the words youu saidd.
everythingg. its soo fuckingg real.
my friends sayy dontt worry about it. but ii cantt help it.
im thinking. is it true? do youu honestly thinkk that?
im lost. ii feel like cryingg. but..
its no point crying over someone.
who doesnt care about youu.
Abang. ii wish youu read my blogg these dayys.
ouh andd people! rate my blogg can?
as in tagg me larhs.
how sadd andd depressing is my blogg becoming?
rate it on a scale of 1-10. ii wanna know.
Abangg.. ii really wishh youu read my blogg these dayys..

HOPING FOR SOMETHIN THAT MAY NOT COME TRUE.

LOVE, AYESHA :(((

I dont entertain no-lifes
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