oh hello awakk.
malayy projectt was a bore.
supposedd to do the video. but thenn got dontt know where the video wentt.
that prompuan sundal dontt know where she put.
thenn give me stoopid pathetic face. fuck.
macam nak bunuh sial minah achi.
kalau aku bolehh aku tampah siul tu budakk nyerr muke.
anyywayy. ive not been myself latelyy. yes ii do realise that myself.
ii dontt know. i dontt thinkk positive anymore too.
ii hate goingg backk to the house now. its like fuck sial there.
hari2 kene marahh. like HELLO. ii do have my problems.
ii do have a life. like farkkkkkk. ii wanna die earlyy.
andd these days, ii feel like, not myself. ii keep thinking of things.
that ii have never thoughtt of doingg before.
ii seriouslyy do feel like. im loosingg everythingg.
andd ii like, cann feel like my efforts are goingg to waste.
on everythingg ii do. that includes studies too.
ii like studyy soo muchh. but thenn ii also thinkk its not enoughh.
soo ii like, try to act happy in school. act as my usual self.
justt so mostt people dontt know im sadd.
im still kinda sadd. that im loosingg a certain someone.
the one person who gave me soo muchh hope.
ii justt hope, one dayy, he'll wake up andd come backk.
like sheeeeeshhh. whyy is myy life like this?
anywayy. im confirmingg whatt im gonna take next yearr:
CATEGORY 3.
- Social studies andd Literature Elective as 5th subjectt.
- Pure Historyy as 6th subjectt.
- D&t as 7th subjectt.

whichh means im takingg TRIPLE humanities. like WOW.
haaa. Nammy called me crazyy. LOL.
andd justt now. Me Nammy andd Elahh belo-ed in the computer lab.
usingg Table PC's. like LOL. haahaaa. Amalia joinedd in laterr.
thenn SPIDERR-MAN was online. hahaha!
all fourr of us decided to bully him throughh Chatt.
we will like type the same messages andd thenn sendd at the same time.
damnnnnnnnnn phsyco ouhkayy! he justt layan-ed us (:
afterr like, 4 hours in the computerr lab doingg NOTHINGG.
we finally did the dumb malayy projectt.
wentt in aroundd 12.45pm. leftt aroundd 5.50pm?
ii was like coldddd. *brrrrrrrrrrr*
on the wayy home. Nammy andd Amalia were like.
makingg a scene in the Shop & Save. haahaa.
Nammy, $0.70. HAHAHA! kauu babengg uhs kau.
macam paham uhs korangg! LOL.
thenn Abangg sms-ed me. asked me to call as he was boredd.
haaa. dengarr2 adekk kau ni call free kaperr?
kau babengg larhs kau =P
soo we sms-ed insteadd. haaa.
laterr at nightt Twin sms-ed (:
short coversation. andd bothh our computers wentt bonkers.
HAA. andd maybe goingg out tomorrow. not that sure.
cause the restt haventt confirm.
gonna go Geylangg shoppingg for baju raye.
andd ii like sooooooooo need new shoes. HAA.
Rahman from my class got a new haircut by the wayy!
LOL. SKINHEADD. *huge laughterr*
andd like the girls have been messingg aroundd withh my hairr.
theyy made it into a Japanese-Like style.
ii mustt sayy ii liked it (:
andd Syaza called me Japanese Physco too. haa.
kinda enjoyedd todayy as there was muchh laughterr.
in the computerr lab andd all.
andd Nammy. haaa the BABI thingg :D *laughterr*
wayyyyyyy cute ((:

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