Thursday, September 20, 2007
♥ Aya shared her heart
ouh hello ):
not a nice dayy. first few hours were ouhkayy.
but thenn.. towards the end of the dayy.
it kinda sucks. had a fightt withh Danial Rifa'ie wokayy.
its because of the stooopidd D&T paperr.
AND ii was ever so kindd enoughh to blockk him also.
AND me ralph andd Shai askedd him to stopp.
but he didntt. andd ii was everr so kindd enoughh.
to help him andd Ralph packk theirr bags.
while the DUMB teacherr was talkingg to them.
AND ii was everr so kindd enoughh to let him know.
wtfh was SCAMPER. sheeeeeesh. waste my time.
at leastt Ralph thankked me andd all.
but ii got a scolded by Danial Rifa'ie insteadd.
like wtfh. whateverr larhs ehs.
to whoeverr who called my name but ii didntt answerr.
im sorry. justt now was too frustratedd.
D&T practical. he was in my group. *wth*
thenn ii sat like farfar awayy from him.
but then the bloody teacherr asked him to change places.
so now hes like sitting really nearr me. *fuckfuck*
like mustt youu throw yourr temper justt because.
im the one standingg beside youu at that momentt?
wtfh is up withh guys andd tempers? *rolls eyes*
im still kinda mad at him. andd ii didntt talk to him afterr thatt.
SHEEEEESH.
THIS DAY COULD NOT GET ANY WORSE.
OH WAIT. I DID DIDNT IT? *ROLLS EYES AGAIN*
wentt Eastt Coastt beach cleaning. *DAMNNNNN*
of all places. andd our area! OF ALL PLACES.
the 5th picture youu see there. from the top.
that HUGE rockk thingyy. well. ii remembered that time.
Eric taughtt me how to fishh. oh those times..
ii almostt criedd..
in the bus. ii sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep-ed. HAA.
andd whenn got downn. Nammy andd Elahh tried to cheer me up.
andd Syaza was there as well. she told me.
she needed a hugg. andd ii also needed one too at that time.
HAA. soo we gave eachh otherr a bigBIGhug ((:
Syaza ILY larhss. HAAA.
andd to NAMMY andd ELAHH. thanks alott babes.
for everythingg. all the care andd comfortt.
thanks for lendingg an earr whenn ii always needed one.
ILY to ashes andd beyondd ((:
whatt Elahh saidd was true.. ii gotta accept it..
ii gotta move on. andd im listening to Tommy Lee now.
the songg is Say Goodbye. ironic yeah?
heres the chorus ii believe. ii thinkk it means alott to me.
andd ii do thinkk its true:
Everytime ii walk away.
I see a picture of a face.
Its a photograph that makes me wonder why.
Now ii stayy here on my own.
Andd im finally letting go.
Its time to sayy goodbye..
-Tommy Lee, Say Goodbye.
but ii do need time to get myself back togetherr.
these dayys im gonna be emo, no doubt.
but soon the Ayesha youu guys know will come backk aites?
ii promise youu two. Nammy andd Elahh.
i'll try my bestt NOT to let the Ayesha youu know.
get lostt in negativityy. youu have my words.
andd ii DONTT make emptyy promises ouhkayy (:
ouhkayy. lack of mood. andd TWIN.
aku tak sombongg larhs seyys =P
ouhkayy goodbye kamuuuuuuuuu.
I NEED TIME TO RE-THINK.
LOVE, AYESHA ))):
