shall blogg aboutt todayy at the libraryy tomorrow.
ii have more important things to blogg.
to YOU. yes YOU. youu know who youu are aites?
givingg up to youu is not an option.
ii know youre like wayy wayy stronger than this.
youu usedd to give me soo much advice andd hope.
youu also didntt allow me to give up whenn ii hadd problems.
soo now. im NOT lettingg youu give up too.
the thigs youu once toldd me. well more specific.
the thinggs youu toldd me MULTIPLE times.
now. tell them to yourself too.
whenn ii thinkk aboutt givingg up. ii thinkk of yourr words.
id be thinking, 'whatt would youu tell me?'
thenn id smile andd tell myself that youu would sayy.
'stayy positive andd dontt give up.
always look on the brightt side.
think of all the great friends you have.'
now im telling that to YOU. dontt let the negativity.
take overr yourr mindd like its done to me.
youu saidd ii seem so happy? truth is.
these days ive not been myselff.
ii have been thinking negative for the pastt 168 hours.
yes 168 horrible hours. ii know youu have problems too.
soo ii do keep them bottled up in me.
didntt know that? well now youu do.

youu know my characterr as well as anyone does.
Im Siti Aishah Bte Jamil. ii put friends before self.
ii couldntt care less aboutt my own problems.
if my friends have problems. ii HATE to see my friends suffer.
thats justt me. so c'mon. youu know im like an sms awayy.
youu know i'll lendd an ear even if we're gonna sms 168 hours.
youu know i'll always try to give youu hope andd support.
youu know my smiles andd laughterr are fake.
youu know theyre justt masks.
people who know me. people like Feeqah andd Nammy.
theyy know somethingg aboutt how ii actt.
whenn ii do a certain thingg. it means somethingg.
whenn ii answer in a certain voice. it means somethingg.
whenn ii give a certain look. it means somethingg.
whenn im alone. it also means somethingg.
dontt assume im always happy. cause im not. ii swearr.
im havingg problems these dayys too.
im justt sufferingg in silence.. again.
but ii dontt wantt YOU to suffer in silence like me.
aku tak nak kau jadi macam aku sekarangg.
cause ii swearr it justt sucks.
youu have me. youu have Nammy. youu have Farhan.
youu have Shairazi. heck, youu also have Elahh too.
c'mon. kau tau kiterr akan kasi kau support.
kau tau kiterr tak akan bringg youu down.
macam aku katerr. kau kene pecaye diri kau sendiri dulu.
yangg kau bolehh tukarr. andd jangan lupe.
kiterr sume akan tolongg kau tukarr jugakk.
kau bukan seorang tau. everyone needs a change.
this postt, aku postt untuk KAU.
bace. paham. pikir balikk aperr aku katerr.
ingat. pape sms aku. im willing to lend youu an ear.
evenn if it takes 168 hours to get youu thinkingg straightt againn.

- Dari, AKU (:
- Kepade, KAU (:

LOVE, AYESHA

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