wow stayingg in this house if heaps of fun.
haa. who the hell am ii kiddingg?!
ii need to go back home. like NOW.
but ii gotta wait till tomorrow. theres traning ((:
yesahh. andd2 ii cantt findd anywayy thingg Garfield anywhere!
soo tomorrow im going to Causewayy to findd it.
that songg is still playingg in my headd. andd now..
afterr thinking like long andd hard. ii know whyy.
soo here ii go. Twin. this is for youu.

ii thought to myself. like really thought.
andd ii felt youve done so much for me.
youve always2 been there for me.
you always knew whatt cheered me up.
you knew if ii were angry or sadd.
ive made manyy mistakes. but yet youu forgave me.
we've had so many fights. yet you still wanna be my Twin.
ive showed you my temper so many times. but you never failed to calm me down.
you didnt show your temper unless things got really bad.

ii feel ive been selfish at times. in fact, most of the times.
ii lost my temper ocasionally at youu too.
sometimes ii got too caught up in my own problems.
ii even forgot that youu have yourr own.
ii always thought that my life sucked.
but thenn. youve got it more worse than ii have.
ii tell youu, ii seriouslyy couldnt care less if ii got jumped on.
but ii worry more if youu get jumped on.
ii mean my life is nothingg compared to yours.
there are no words in my vocabulary to describe yours.
ii feel like soo horrible ouhkayy. youve done soo much for me.
but ii dontt feel like ive done enoughh for youu..
like as if ive not done my part as yourr twin.
im sorry Twin. ii really am.
im sorry if ive been selfishh. im sorry if ii lost my temperr.
im sorry if ii wasnt there for youu.
andd most of all. im sorry for not actingg like a Twin.
ILY to ashes and beyondd times infinity.
im sorry if ii ever let youu downn.
so, forgive me?
im not in love. but im crushingg (:

ITS TIME FOR ME TO START AFRESH.

LOVE, AYESHA ((:

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No-life clan? Click.

Im Ayesha and i keep pepper spray in my back pocket *smirk*

Im nice & fun, but test me & see how long the nice-ness last

I have awesome BFFs; GILERRS!

My J-friends call me Aya-chan & did i mention? Im a japanese-obsessed-girl :D

Obsession for turtles, a passion for writing & a love for ALL acessories! Wanna be friends? Gladly (:

And ILY 亀梨和也 !
KAT-TUN daisuki!
BIGBANG saranghae!

Its me
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• Must Haves
♥ A ________
♥ KAT-TUN album(s)
♥ Pass O Levels!
♥ Graduate with ALL of 4EC
♥ Singapore Poly!
♥ Go to Japan
♥ Meet KAME
♥ To be a successful AUTHOR

Bloody Monday DVD
Absolute Boyfriend DVD
KAT-TUN'S latest album
go to JE concerts!
Kame's Rayben's degreeless specs
brown contacts
Hiragana/Katakana/Kanji
Work in CM production
Twilight/New Moon/Eclispe/Breaking Dawn

♥ 18 February
KAME/TURTLE STUFF!
accessories accessories! :D
Japanese stuff ^.^v
BIG Turtle or Teddy
Green/Red converse shoes
A memorable birthday ^^

1406 FIREWORKS!
1506 SITIEEE BDAY
1606 SILAAAAAS BDAY
1706 Sitieee's Bday dinner
1906 STUUDY!
2506 NAMMIE BDAY
2506 IFAAAH BDAY
2706 JASMINE'S 20TH BDAY!

FRIENDSTER

GILERRS <33

PRINCESS D, FASHA, KHUZA, SYAZA

Sugars <3

FEE, IQAAA!, IRNA, MARYJANE, MURNIE, ELAHH, NAMMIE, NATT, NICOLE, SITIEEEEEE!

The Classes ((:

[1EA] AZURA, [1EA] NPCC ARIFF, [1EA] DHARSH, [1EA] SHAMEERAH, [1EA] VIVIAN, [2EB] SHEADA, [3EC] SHASHA, [4EC] ELVI, [4EC] MARIYA, [4EC] NURUL, [4EC] WEI SONG

Humans (:

AISHAH, AISYAHLALA, AZRUL, MEEZA, LI PING, SHIKIN, SHINGRONG, SYAKIRAH, TEERA, ZEEKRUL ZULAIHA,

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