one wordd. MOTHERS *SHEEEEESH + ROLLS EYES*
like. sometimes ii hate mine. REALLY. ii do.
well EXCUSE ME for beingg rebellious to youu.
well EXCUSE ME forr makingg yourr godd-damnnedd life troublesome.
well EXCUSE ME forr beingg a teenagerr.
well EXCUSE ME forr wantingg to solve MY own problems.
well EXCUSE ME forr beingg yourr daughterr.
andd if youd notice. ii do these things. hell yeahh. but youu know whyy?
if youu sayy youre like soooo fuckingg smartt. thenn YOUU thinkk whyy.
if youu thinkk YOUU cann live MYY life. HAAAH *sarcastic laughh*
id seriouslyy like to see youu tryy. justt tryy. youu wontt lastt.
like, a dayy. andd ive been livingg for like whatt? 14 years?
yeahh. 14 hardd, troubledd, stressful, PAINFUL years.
youu know whatt. im kinda fed-up. like REALLY FED-UP.
people thinkk myy life is all thatt. realityy checkk people. ITS NOT.
youu guys dontt know half the things im goingg throughh.
waitt scatchh that. refrace it please Ayesha.
youu guys dontt know mostt of the things ive been throughh alreadyy.
well hello people. myy life is certainlyy no walkk in the parkk.
ii have myy ownn troubles. andd evenn afterr friends tell me.
not to keep things bottledd up, well sadly ii still do.
cause ii dontt wanna bugg them all the time ii have problems.
like hello, dontt youu know me? let me sayy it againn. i am:
SITI AISHAH BTE JAMIL. a person thatt puts friends before selff. ALWAYS.
andd Mum. youu keep on thinkingg your life lastt time was worse.
PLEASE forr goddness sake. thinkk againn.
im in a new generationn. youu dontt know half the things ii do.
youu dontt know mostt of the things ive been throughh.
andd youu CERTAINLYY dontt know who ii am.

sometimes ii justt dontt believe youu. youu force me to tell aboutt myy troubles.
andd insteadd of givingg me supportt. youu critisize.
yeahh thats whatt youre good at. critisize this andd critisize thatt.
critisize myy actionns. myy thinkkingg.
critisize me andd mostt importantlyy, myy friendds.
all dayy long withh your non-stopp-naggingg/critisizing to me.
ohh waitt. theres anotherr thingg youre good at.
throwingg yourr fuckingg temperr at me (x
yeahh. everyytime youu quarrel withh dadd orr blood-brotherr.
youu startt yourr nonsensical temperr at me.
youu know how fuck-ed-up andd irritatedd ii am?
EVERY SINGLE TIME *jeeeeeeez* youu tell me to cut MY crapp.
well guess whatt? cutt YOURR crapp thenn ii will cutt mine.
andd dontt get me startedd on blood-brotherr.
kauu tkmo nakk step uhs eh. kauu fikirr kauu pandaii sangatt kaperr?!
kiwakk sialah! nakk maki akuu kaperr? haaaah.
budakk2 zamann sekarangg. tkmo macam paham uhs eh?
sebelum akuu startt tampahh muke sial kauu.
kauu baekk2 diam sua. kauu tak buatt hidop akuu senangg.
andd mum. PUH-LEASE larhs. stopp givingg me crapp.
do youu wantt me to go backk to the wayy ii was?
mama suke sangatt kann Ayesha lari rumahh macam dulu?
kan2? betul tak? cause ii simplyy swearr thatt whenn ive hadd enoughh.
ii will run awayy againn. ii will be backk to myy oldd selff.
andd no one will like it. ii meann it. youu vulgarise at me. FINE.
ii take it. andd ii will vulgarise backk if ii have to.
but dontt untill ii stop respectingg youu anymore.
seriouslyy. youu thinkk myy life is all thatt.
cause Mum. im in hell. andd its justt 14 years on Earthh breathingg oxygenn.
justt put yourselff in myy shoes. cause ii badlyy wanna escape myy life.
ii hate myy life. everythingg is chaos. ii meann EVERYTHINGG.
myy words dontt reachh anyymore to myy friends sometimes.
im kinda wastingg myy breathh too. but ii still cope.
ii have finally reachedd the adolesantt stage where byy.
ii tendd to hate everyythingg thatt comes myy wayy. but..
ii still dontt throw in the white flagg. cause quitters neverr winn.
andd im no quitter.
sorry for the majorr attitude people. im really fuck-ed-up at the momentt.
shall resume normal bloggingg in sayy.... a few hours?
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