andd hello. ouhkayy. how shouldd ii put this.
errmm. not a nice dayy yesterdayy. yeahh..
to whoever it concerns: IM SORRY.
if id hurt youu whenn youu read myy blogg.
but, it was eitherr ii blogg it out.
or ii continue doingg myy dumbb stuff.
andd ii know, youu dontt like me doingg it.
the wayy youu saidd it, soundedd badd.
'you have her to help you and not me ANYMORE'
cmon. wtf was thatt aboutt?
obviouslyy, ii wantedd to go to youu andd tell youu.
but the reason was obvious laa whyy ii didntt.
ii didntt wanna botherr Spider-Mann.
soo ii wentt to herr insteadd. cause if ii toldd youu.
youu know one wayy or anotherr we wouldd.
get into a fightt. its alwayys like thatt.
id get fed-up, ii tell youu off to stop it.
thenn we wouldd endd up fightingg. andd ii hate it.
since im lettingg things out now, i ll blogg this.
ii hate the factt thatt yourr promises are emptyy.
im sorry to sayy this but its true.

tell me, how manyy times youve saidd 'i ll quitt' to me?
its not as easyy as it seems. fuckk yeahh ii know thatt.
youu know whatt its like to live.
believingg in emptyy promises?
ii justt get myy hopes up. thenn.. arghhh.
ii dontt wanna tegurr youu aboutt this anyymore.
cause ii justt hate fightingg withh youu.
ii feel like, if ii keep pesteringg youu to stopp.
youu wouldd get pissedd at me andd wouldntt wanna stopp.
youu geddit? this is whyy ii didntt wanna tegurr youu.
ii guess youu still aintt talkingg to me.
ii hope we cann workk thinggs outt laa.
withoutt anyy conflicts. please..?
the countdown. ii thinkk youu know.
it refers to youu. thatt one promise ive been holdingg on to.
forr so long. idk if youu will keep it.
but, ii wontt stopp believingg youu will keep it.
ii justt have to waitt forr thatt dayy.
justt so youu know. these eyes of mine.
wontt stopp lettingg outt waterr these dayys.
idk whyy. theyy justt wontt.
andd ii do have more scars.
tagg me afterr readingg this. ii know youre still mad.
but. ii dontt wantt anyy conflict withh youu.
im sorry..

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