whyy hello there.
mood-less, boredd off myy ass.
its like, 1:10am. haahh
andd ii have sometime on myy handds.
not bloggingg muchh as usual, ii know.
soo yesterrdayy morningg onlinedd withh Abangg.
like, no one was online andd we were bothh boredd.
haaaah. like, belo laa. ahh those Crappy momentts.
hehehe. thenn Crazee Partnerr came on afterr.
errr... 1 hour plus onlinedd withh Abangg.
andd well, saddness, crappinggs.
haah! andd she err... neededd to do somethingg.
ii swearr she will be maluu if ii put it here.
hahaha. its like, the 3rd time ii thinkk? HAAAAA!
anyywayy.ive been thinkkingg too muchh.
andd im alreadyy countingg downn the dayys.
tears flow occasionally. 21 dayys till.
somethingg importantt to me is beingg brokenn.
ii cann justt sayy this. it justt fuckinn saddens me.
to get highh hopes forr absoulutelyy fuckingg nothingg.
thenn, ii guess this fake smile of mine.
wouldd be permenantt laa.
actingg in frontt of youu. yeahh, ii admitt.
its hardd. but ii tryy. ii really do tryy.
andd ii give it myy bestt. im a good actorr.
thatts all ii cann sayy. im justt fuckinn good at it.
thatt ii hate it. but, ii justt dontt have the guts.
to sayy the wordds to youu.
so like, whatever laa. 21 dayys. im countingg.
whatt a wayy to beginn a new yearr.
seriouslyy.

soo anyy-hoo. Crazee Parterr is leavingg tomorrow.
yeahh, shes goingg Penangg forr a weekk.
now its MY turn to miss youu darls (:
hahaaha. take care aites?
andd if youu.. err.. yknow. the thingg youu toldd me aboutt.
thenn ii swearr id do it. im deadd serious honeyy.
this Dramarama aintt jokingg.
haa. soo life has been fuckedd-up.
but heyy, beingg let downn, dissappointtmentt.
its like an everydayy thingg yknow?
ii justt wishh it wasntt. but thenn againn.
wishes are meantt to be shatteredd.
andd ii swearr, cryingg really badd.
cann make yourr eyes hurt REAL baddlyy.
ii justt cantt believe ii hadd thatt dream 2 DAYS STRAIGHT.
Nam, 2 DAYYS STRAIGHT TAU!
ii cantt frickingg believe it laa.
Nam, im scaredd myy pantts off. seriouslyy.

TAGG REPILES PEOPLE (:

to KHUZAA
- andd DURH! ii miss youu people loads laaaa.
JEEEZ hahah cantt waitt laa to go outt againn!

to DAAYAANAAAA
- *GAAAAAAAAH* serious? damnn laa.
the Gilers will be foreverr no matter where.
HAHA! wow alehh2 Farhann aderr jugakk.
coll laa! haha. yup2 she did tell me.
ah2 ehyys. akuu nakk gi Escape laa.
sentosa jauhh dokk. hahah.

THE NEW YEAR SUCKS. TOTALLY.

LOVE FROM BEYONDD, AYESHA )):

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Bloody Monday DVD
Absolute Boyfriend DVD
KAT-TUN'S latest album
go to JE concerts!
Kame's Rayben's degreeless specs
brown contacts
Hiragana/Katakana/Kanji
Work in CM production
Twilight/New Moon/Eclispe/Breaking Dawn

♥ 18 February
KAME/TURTLE STUFF!
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BIG Turtle or Teddy
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